My JOB search is OVER!!!

it doesnt seem real!
i will officially work at TJ MAXX on Wednesday at 1:30!!!


YEAH BOI !!!!!!!!

:) :D
:D :D :D

So I was laying on the couch watching Most Shocking on Tru TV... and this random thought came into my head.

THE Thought:
One day I wont be here...Wont be here to watch T.V...and sit around and do nothing.
and imagined myself dead.

THE WAY i felt:
So effin scared... it was like a surge and then it went away... i tried not to think about it..

these thought come so randomly and i wished they didnt but i know the purpose..

1. I dont need to be siting around doing nothing all day
2. need to get in contact with everyone i know.. cuz you never knwo what can happen...
3. live like you were dying! (tim mcgraw **my theme song)

People always say they like random people... is it only cuz it keeps them from being bored... even though the person is amazinglly bored with themselves... (refering to myself ofcoarse)


SOMETHING I hate about myself...

Im like those kids in the Chewy comercials... I speak whatever comes to mind... AND NOT ON PURPOSE..

an example that fustrates me to this day:

My grandma and gpa are seperated and have been seperated for years... my gpa remaried 1st and then when my gma got married (without telling anyone :/) she came over and told us... the 1st thing that came out of my mouth was "Did you tell grandpa" .... omg my mom gave me the Evevilist stare... I felt so dumb..

these moments come so often it sucks..

BUT.. I am working on it and it wont be for ever... HOPEFULLy!!!

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InsideThe MindOfBryana
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P.S

song:

Forever- Chris Brown

(its playin on the xbox...)

LOOOOOOOOVE ITTT.....

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